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Searching through the space.....

Searching within me has been the hardest of task i have ever done. For we know that the heart and head are two completely different things in all the ways. Strangely, they never find one same direction to move. They travel far away from each other as if always in some terrible conflict with each other. And we like the dad of same children stand bewildered along whom to go with.

The heart is a care free child. It listens to no one. It is a master of its wishes, and the frank one who throws out every emotion it feels. It lives in the moment as never ever it could live more. Every moment is special for it, every incident a memory. It celebrates anything tat makes it happy, and cries for those that hurt....In front of anybody.

The head is a responsible kid. Responsible for everything happening to us. It doesnt make immediate decisions based on the emotion of the moment. It calculates the total risk and after effects and then decides to its convenience as what could be the best action…

somewhere after all these years....

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This evening i was coming out of the cinema after watching the funny Jaane tu Ya jaane na......and was discussing about the movie and what all we liked in it, when i saw from far a familiar figure. Even before i could realise who it was, she raised her hand and started waving at me. My damn slow processor in ma head got working and after a quick short break produced the result. It was my old schools Science Teacher. I couldnt believe it that she recognised me even before i could recognise her.

Forgetting the moment fo embarassment, i ran to her and greeted her. She addressed me as shes been with me forever, asked about my well being, about my parents and brother. She addresed my brother as the tiny one..heehh......tats how he used to be when she had left school. I was neither a grown up. But now after about 10 years or so, she just identified me as she just saw me yesterday. She said i havent changed a bit. Ooh..people who see me regularly say i look different everyday..hahaha.

Its was…

To sit jobless!

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The biggest problem the youth facing in our country has always been declared as Unemployment. Of course its the biggest problem for not only the nation but for the individual too. And why am i saying this? I am placed into one of the biggest MNCs of India, and would join them anytime when they give me my joining dates. But the question for me is when???

The days until then are as similar to someone who completed his education and sitting at home eating out of his parents wallets. So do i feel at times. Though each time i spend from dad's pocket, and he asks why i confidently look at him as if "I ll pay all this back soon." And thats what confidence??hahhaa..........Well if lifes that predictable maybe i could back up myself. The final results havent come yet. It could decide whether i would really have the last laugh. I dont care about laughing. Just hoping it would bring only smiles. I wouldnt claim to be the brightest of the lot anyway, and so would have to bear in my m…